i joined bally's

this happened about a month ago and it's something i thought i'd never do, i mean i'd see their commercials which would pretty much solidify in my mind every good reason i had not to join. on top of the meat-market vibe they gave off, any company that uses justin timberlake, jessica simpson, kylie minogue, and ace of base (?!?) to advertise themselves is no company that deserves my business.

so anyway, i'd been running since last august, like two miles, if not every day, then at least four or five times a week, but once december rolled around, i got out of the habit. once that happened it seemed to start a bit of a domino effect because when discipline in one area of my life falls by the wayside, the door swings wide open to letting the same thing happen in others. so then sometime in january, i noticed that my energy level was really low, like get up, go to work, come home, do nothing, kinda low.

that's pretty much where i was, more or less just tired of walking around worn out all the time. i got sick twice in january, sinus infection or the lightweight flu, something like that, which i'm pretty sure i was more susceptible to because of the whole diminished energy thing. so like i said i started a month or so ago, the first week of february and since then i've noticed that i've definitely been better off for it.

good gravy, ace of base? they were dumb by seventh grade.

feeling: pressured
thinking of: the word "perfunctory"
music: "counting the cost" charlie peacock