so i got lost.

you'll notice, or maybe you won't, i won't presume to tell you what to do, that entries have been sparse here pretty much all month, not even sparse so much as non-existent. so anyways, there's no triumphant return, just this, a bit of frustration at my lack of discipline. i did write a few things while i was "gone," i don't like any of them that much, so i'll probly end up only posting two or three of them, one about baseball, one about being brown, and maybe one about the reaction to krispy kreme's decision to do away with the free donut policy, all back-dated of course, as is my way.

it's funny, when i made it, i had no idea that the last entry i made, the lyrics from "welcome to struggleville," would end up seeming pretty appropriate for the last few weeks, not that anything's been a terrible struggle or anything like that, more busy-ness than anything else and the most frustrating thing about it, at least with the blog was that those are/were the kinda times for which i specifically created this thing. maybe a little bit more specifically, there was other stuff that was frustrating too, and i figure i used some of that as somewhat of an excuse to not write but it's the kind of stuff i think i would have benefitted from writing about. i'm torn about that mostly because i've had some of my most insightful conversations with different people in the last month or so, and my memory being what it is, i like being able to simply remember those conversations.

anyways, i'm rambling, so now you know that i'm back.

feeling: familiar
thinking of: integrity
music: "one headlight" wallflowers