i'm sitting here in the dark, with a handful of lemon starburst.

lemon starburst used to be my most hated of all starburst, and i think it was a year or so ago, when i figured that i liked the lemon ones better than i liked the orange ones. none of that is important really, i guess, at least beyond the fact that they sort of represent the only part of today that didn't absolutely suck.

so monday morning right, monday morning after a long weekend, not a bad one by any stretch, in fact i'd even say it was great, but it was definitely one that required a ton of energy and quite honestly, one that i was pretty glad to get over with. not that i was looking forward to going to work necessarily, i wasn't dreading it or anything.

i'm realizing, suddenly, how ambivalent i'm sounding about anything and even though i'm a laid back guy, that's not me at all. so to the point, monday morning, and i'm heading out to work, it's like a quarter to nine, i'm only like five minutes from work, so i figure on showing up a couple or three minutes early.

anyways, long story short, i walk out and my car's not there, again. i don't wanna talk about it really, not right now anyway. maybe tomorrow.

at least i have a new favorite starburst flavor.

feeling: like i been kicked, maybe the gut, maybe the nads, it's not really important
thinking of: nothing good
music: "somewhere north" caedmon's call