so today's one of those days.

at least as far as writing goes, there's some stuff i kinda want to write about, but it's a bit more substantial than anything i really feel in the mood to write about right this second. in fact, i think i've felt like that for a little while now, and i guess it's a bit evident, given that short entries have proliferated, thursday seems to have become lyrics day, and there was the political ad bit from the ticket, which still makes me laugh.

i'm mexican, so it could be laziness. i tried really hard to stay away from that one, it seemed too easy, but it doesn't seem like much is coming easily. i guess that could be a reason why i haven't really felt like writing "deeply" at all, i just haven't wanted to put forth the effort it'd take to do that. that probably has a bit to do with the time of day i normally write, in the mornings before work, and it's just been easier lately to use that time to wake up mentally as opposed to trying to do anything intellectually or emotionally substantive.

i don't feel too bad about it, i mean i'm still writing, and i don't feel like i'm mailing it in, and i'm pretty sure i'll write about the stuff that i seem to have put on the back burner whenever i'm ready, whenever the time's right, or more right anyway, so i don't guess that it is laziness.

take away my lawnmower, though, and i'd be unemployed.

feeling: disappointed and frail and detached
thinking of: apathy
music: the chili's baby back ribs song